April 16, 2013

  • Axe Man

    Trimming trees of long lived growth
    snapping the green branches of hope
    cutting away the dry and dead
    and cracking the swollen joints

    The axe man takes one handed strokes
    Slicing white flesh through green ripe skin
    unmeasured clean painless cuts
    ground heaping of fallen limbs

    No blood or blinding tears are shed
    no screams of sad defeat
    Among the roots the limbs the leaves
    The axe man stands still and straight

    DSS

     

    Dogwoods

    All the laboring force speeds to work
    Both man and woman with plastic coffee cup in hand
    In such a hurry to start the day
    Not looking left or right or toward the sun
    They come upon a man enjoying the morning
    slowly admiring the roadside dogwood's bloom
    They blast their horn and get up real close
    As destroyers of joy, without seeing or knowing. 
    There is important work to do.
    How can the sight or smell of a bud or bloom compare?

    DSS      May 3, 2011

     

April 14, 2013

  •  


    I will not sleep.
    Until the night remains calm for you
    Until the hours become short
    I will watch with you
    For the storm that steals in the night,
    That internal storm that torments you
    I will watch out for you
    Until the night is good 
    I will not sleep

    DSS 8/12/2010

     

    **** And now a new one.****

    Gilly Lane

    He had met the girl
    Fell for skin and curl
    Female touch of gentle rain

    His mind was adrift
    Bought her fun and gift
    He fell in love with his Gilly Lane

    But that starry night
    He realized the fright
    That drives a man's mind insane

    Finding out the life
    Full of toil and strife
    Of the lonesome loves of his Gilly Lane

    DSS

     

April 10, 2013

  • Uncovered Brass

    Slide me into the flames
    Wrap me tight for the fire
    Let no man see my wrinkled flesh and thinning hair
    No long worms will curl through me 
    Flash my bones to ash and sift for my gold
    Let me rest awhile in uncovered brass,
    in the light, above the dirt that I toiled in.
    Then cast me into the breeze
    so I may always drift above it.
    Slide me into the flames 

    DSS  4/25/2011

    **** An now a new one. ****

    place our hope in mighty god
    mighty we hope he will be
    hope not placed in how we are
    but hope in how he will be
    we think what will come someday
    will be what god says will be
    when today all we can have
    is how good (a) man can be

    DSS


     

April 8, 2013

  • The Cold Sleep

    For NPM I will be posting a few poems, both old and new.

    The Cold Sleep
      (A Rhyme)

    After Waking up from the cold sleep,
    not knowing the place I am,
    No sense can really tell me
    sunrise or sunset I'm in.

    After Waking up from the big sleep,
    unaware how long for me,
    Not knowing how old I am,
    how old would I think I'd be

    After Waking up from the long sleep,
    not knowing what house to use,
    When looking for my home place,
    which side of town would I choose

    After Waking up from the deep sleep,
    not knowing what race I'm in
    If I knew what time it was
    then when would the race begin

    After Waking up from the dark sleep,
    not knowing what job I do
    Blinded from the work I've done
    then what life would I pursue

    Before Slipping into the cold sleep
    knowing the man that I am
    Are there things I need to know?
    are there thoughts I must exam?

    DSS  (September 5, 2011)

    Only As One
     (A Thought)

    Words
    Thoughts into phrases
    hung together
    in lines indented
    only meaningful when read as one.

    Me
    Thoughts into actions
    hung together
    into a life indented
    only meaningful when accepted as one.

    DSS     (January 24, 2011)

April 5, 2013

  • Hello Hawk

    "Hello Hawk", I thought I heard my 11 year old Granddaughter E say as we cruised on I-70. I turn to the back seat and ask "What did you say E ?"."I said, Hello Hawk!" she said with her toothy grin. "Grandma told me to say that when I see a hawk along the road. They have excellent hearing and maybe they can hear me say that. Sometimes they look at me." I returned my toothy grin to her and was glad. It was time to tell her the hawk story.

    I live in Kansas, and I'm blessed with many species of hawks. I see them throughout the year. As I go to our usual places around the county, I watch for them. They are very territorial and I can see them in usually the same places or areas along the highway each day as I pass. They are very majestic, much smaller than an eagle, but master of the bird world here. Some are called falcons and I think all are part of the raptor family. I love these birds. My bucket list has befriending a falcon as a goal. I don't want to own one, just befriend him. I'm not sure you could own anything as nice as a falcon. I'm afraid becoming a hawk's friend might be very hard.

    All of my life I have noticed them and watched their habits. When we were young, my brother and I once came across a nest of small sparrow hawks in a tree while we were squirrel hunting. It crossed our minds to capture them and train them to hunt as falconers do. But it just didn't seem right and we didn't know how to do it anyway. We let them be.

    This is the story that I have told to at least two other of my grandchildren and since E is now talking to hawks, I will take time to tell E the hawk story the next time we are alone. It happened about 20 years ago near Dodge City, Kansas. Yes the same city as Wyatt Earp, Bat Masterson, Boot Hill and the Long Branch Saloon. Although those men and places have nothing to do with my story. We just happened to live there for a while, about 8 years of "for a while".

    I was learning to fly. My instructor was a kid named John Fleishman. He was about 15 years younger than I but had every pilot rating available at the time except hot air balloon and I've got to tell you I enjoyed every hour we flew together. That was at Dodge City Regional Airport, known for the highest average winds of any airport in the U.S. A great place to learn. If you couldn't handle high crosswinds and turbulence you didn't fly much in Dodge City.

    John and I were out flying one afternoon and he was putting me through the paces of what we call "slow flight". It's one of the requirements to getting your License. The drill is to head the plane into the wind to keep the engine cool and slow your ground speed. You must raise the nose of the plane slowly to reduce air speed, reduce power but maintain altitude and slowly lower the flaps to reach a speed just above stall speed. Maintain that air speed within a few knots and altitude within 50 feet. Stall speed is where the plane will quit flying and the nose will drop straight down and you are looking straight down to the ground. As you head down you give the engine full power, gently pull the yoke back, your speed picks up and the plane recovers from the stall and you begin to fly again back to level flight. It's really a lot of fun but it's pretty unnerving the first few times you learn it. While doing "slow flight" one knot above stall speed and maintaining exactly at altitude is perfect and that's what you're shooting for. You fail if you stall. If I remember right, stall speed was 43 knots in the 152 Cessna I was training in. That's about 49 mph. At about 54 mph a stall warning buzzer goes off and remains on throughout the whole exercise. Which adds a bit of excitement also.

    So John and I are at about 2000' above ground level. I have stabilized the plane at exactly 44 kts. and straight into the wind. My power is maintaining perfect altitude. At that height the headwind was about 25 kts. So we are cruising along at about 19 kts or  22 mph ground speed. You look down to the ground and it's like you are hoovering. Not only are cars and trucks passing you but bicycles and horses are giving you a run for your money. Of course the stall warning buzzer is going off. It's really great fun. Each time you do it you find it hard to believe you can fly that slow in reference to the ground. But that day in Dodge City it was easy because of the headwinds.

    We are flying along very slowly and I take my eyes off of the gauges long enough to look ahead. A few hundred feet off of my left nose I see a hawk flying along the same altitude and direction as we are going. We are gaining on the hawk. He is the only thing we are outrunning. His ground speed was probably a whooping 12 MPH. John and I both see the bird, look at each other but say nothing. As we approach it from the rear the hawk continues unconcerned and we pull up beside him about 75 foot off on my left wing. When we get even with each other, the hawk swivels his head and looks straight at us with a look that says "what in the hell are you doing up here?". At the exact time that he looks at us we both say "Hello Hawk!" and begin to laugh over the intercom. It was a beautiful day to fly, we were doing an excellent exercise, 2000' in the air and we were talking to a hawk. It doesn't get any better than that.

    Since then, whenever I'm driving and I see a hawk flying or just perched looking for mice, I give him a greeting out loud, "Hello Hawk!", because I have flown with them. And some days when the air is clear, he turns and looks at me, I think he can hear me. My granddaughter thinks so, too.

    Such is the life of John

March 7, 2013

  • 500 Vine Street

    I'm not particularly in search of God Almighty. 
    I feel that being spiritual is more the quest for questions than it is a quest for answers.
    If it is a scientific thing, a firm answer may be found.
    If it is a spiritual thing, the answer may be no more than mist
    and if we find it as fact, is it spiritual any longer?
    The world is round and the planets do orbit the Sun
    What if we found God living down the block at 500 Vine Street?
    Would he still be an inspiration to us?
    If we passed his house each day and he was sitting in his favorite chair on the porch admiring his creations
    would we be so amazed?
    Would you still pray to credit God for good fortune or for the courage to survive your hard times?
    Or would you just go down to 500 Vine Street and sit on the porch with him for awhile
    and thank him in person?
    Soon wouldn't you just be passing by and only giving him a tip of the hat or a shallow curtsy?
    No, I am not searching for God or His answers any longer.
    It is much more interesting and perhaps more spiritual to search for more questions of the Universe.
    Why do bugs have 6 legs?
    Why are wheels round?
    Why is a thought just a thought?
    Where is God?
    I know, He's at 500 Vine Street 
    If He were there, it wouldn't be long before people would be asking,
    Is he really at 500 Vine Street?
    An answer takes so much explaining
    A question can be so short no matter how complicated the answer.
    And the Universe never runs out....... without questions, how empty the void would be.

    DSS   

     

February 10, 2013

  • How Good the Life

    What have I to say?
    I can say the sweet things, the accepted things
    the heart warming, precious things.
    Speak of love and the expected things.

    But how hard the life?
    The road of bumps and gravel dust,
    of roadside weeds and ungated railroad crossings.
    And always forgetting to look both ways.

    The life of pebbles that break windshields
    and jiggling of toilet handles to prevent a flood.
    Watching dimly lit gas gauges on E
    and quickly mown yards with untrimmed edges.

    Oh, to notice the perched hawk, saying hello to him and following his stare as I pass
    Wanting to remember the first days of the new seasons and to watch the Sun and the Moon
    and to know when and where they will rise and how full it will be on my free Sunday.

    How hard the life to forget these things?
    How good the life?
    To want these, to have hope of these.

    I am as much as the beetle stranded on his back.
    For even he struggles to right himself and live.
    If he, then so will I.

    DSS

     

February 7, 2013

  • Like Yesterday

           I remember the year like it was yesterday. 1967 was rainy, windy, hot and had a very cold winter. It was filled with extremes. I got my first driver's license, first motorcycle and came very close to getting laid during that summer. Ya, it would be fair to say that I liked 1967 from the start. The events of that year made me feel normal, if only for a short while.
            I first began to love the movies in 1967. I not only finally got to drive my dates to the movies in the privacy and comfort of my dad's '58 President Studebaker but once there, got to see The Graduate, Bonnie and Clyde, Guess Who's Coming to Dinner, The Valley of the Dolls, To Sir with Love, In Cold Blood and Cool Hand Luke. Hell, that year, if movies were wine, they would now be selling for 3 thousand dollars a bottle. It was a very good year for picture shows. 
           Then, on those slightly chilly nights, top off the date by climbing on the Yamaha bike and feeling behind me the heated presence of my date's tightness and warmth snuggled up against the small of my back. That's the year I learned what motorcycle riding and high passenger foot rests were all about. A good year indeed.
            We listened to Whiter Shade of Pale, All You Need is Love, I'm A Believer, Light My Fire and Strawberry Fields Forever. And heard about an album being released by a little known group named Pink Floyd. And we still had two years to go to reach 1969. 
          Remembering the old days is good, but when you get to feeling that the remembrances are of no value to others... you should move on. 1967, the year I learned how to breathe, how to live, and yes,..... how to move on.

    DSS

     

     

January 30, 2013

  • Lady Hawk

    Just before dawn
    before the deep of dark thins
    just as the birds awake and night vermin returns to dens
    shhhhhh...listen...look into the morn
    all creatures are still as Lady Hawks transform.

    You will see neither bird, neither blond dame,
    may hear the weak growl
    a wolf's mournful howl
    for the Bishop's evil green bane.

    DSS

January 24, 2013

  • Follow Me Today...

     

    Tuesday December 14, 2010

    Feeling bad...
    I'll tell ya feeling bad....
    wake up without a dime to your name
    Or a bed to call your own
    No place to clean up, your clothes or your face

    I'll show ya feeling bad.....
    Just need a job ...
     work your ass off
    for a day of poor wages ....
    But no chance of making it better

    Hell no...no chance of makin' it better.. 
    with worn out clothes and shoes...
    the only livin thing that talks at ya and smiles
    is a dog that's only lookin for a meal
    and a box as warm as yours

    follow me today....
    I'll show ya feeling bad...
    all that I own in a shoppin' bag,
    a pair of socks and a book..
    a book to read to feel I'm still alive

    Don't read no long words to me
    For now I'm alive without them.....
    I'll listen for the soup but the soup is thin,
    as thin as the platitudes it's made from
    and the stench of your Holy speak

    say your words ....
    give your sour looks...
    when you leave look back.
    yeah..I'll still be here feeling bad ...
    yeah.. follow me today

    follow me today...
    like the shadows behind me
    talking in my ear so loud,
    shoutin' my name,
    tellin' me to keep movin' or die..

    yeah....follow me today....

    DSS.